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  • Alice in Solar Land

    (You don’t need to be a rocket scientist to venture off the grid)

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  • Recipe for a Rainbow

    A blessed day in the Canyon

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Heart Connections and the Healing Power of Horses
By Bonnie Treece 

In our culture we are experiencing a strong focus on moving fast, the faster the better. Fast food, fast cars, and fast Internet speeds are only a few examples. We have become disconnected from the wonder of Mother Nature and from our internal nature. Even the word “natural” has been exploited as a marketing ploy to lure people to buy products and services that are nowhere near natural. In Webster’s Dictionary, the word natural has several definitions:  Present or produced by nature;  not artificial or man made;  pertaining to or produced solely by nature;  pertaining to or resulting from inherent nature – not acquired;  free from affectation or artificiality; spontaneous; not altered, treated or disguised. In many ways humans have forgotten their natural gifts and how to live from the Heart. Horses may be able to show us the way back to ourselves. Their hearts are thirteen times larger by weight than the average man and over 20 times larger than the average woman’s heart. They do not toil over what happened yesterday or even five minutes ago. Many ancient and modern spiritual belief systems are based on “living in the present”. Some of us spend a lifetime trying to embody this principal. Horses seem to demonstrate it effortlessly.  

In the human body, the heart is the beginning point of communication that connects emotional and mental systems. Heart rhythms affect physical health, emotional well-being and mental acuity – all three of which can be enhanced or depleted depending on how the heart "thinks". The heart intuition we need to recapture comes through thoughts, images or feelings.  Anyone that has worked with horses from a compassionate perspective will tell you that horses think and “speak” in images. Their brain breaks down the images into different frequencies. They are so sensitive to unique frequencies being emitted by humans they essentially and efficiently mirror the outside world. The have the ability to decipher emotions in humans that may be displayed as an attitude shift or a minute change in posture. A shift in human posture, whether it is physical or emotional, may result in a perception shift on the horse’s part. Quantum physics suggests this occurrence is possible. In the words of Dr. Wayne W. Dyer, “When we change the way we look at things the things we look at change”. I believe that because the horses are in touch with their innate sensory awareness they are able to detect in humans the emotional and physiological changes we are not always aware of.

An emotion results when the heart and the brain act together. It may be that the heart can make independent decisions without the brain. The Institute of HeartMath ® research has shown that during the experience of negative emotions, such as anger or frustration, heart rhythms become more erratic and disordered. Positive emotions, such as appreciation, love, or compassion, are associated with balanced and orderly patterns. Fewer stressful reactions allow the heart and nervous system to work together instead of against each other, which has been found to enhance mental clarity, creativity and problem solving abilities. Although horses might not differentiate between various emotions as humans do, they may be reacting to changes in human heart rhythms. To be successful around horses, it is important to stay calm. We have all heard the saying “horses can smell fear”. I believe they can feel fear based on how they are experiencing the status of our heart rates. I’ve experienced a variety of emotions in the presence of different horses. Horses react to my unseen emotions and act them out for me. We cannot “see” emotions yet they affect the way we perceive our world and ourselves.

Openhearted communication between horse and human has the potential to promote self-healing by enhancing one’s ability to recognize emotional congruence. Energetic communication and more acute sensory awareness results when a heart-brain connection is made in the presence a horse. From this place-in-the-heart, we can experience a sense of love, gratitude and finally, the willingness to give up what doesn’t work in our lives without blaming ourselves, others, or our animal companions.

The potential of a greater production of electrical energy from the horse’s heart may also contribute to their natural healing abilities. According to Farokh S. Sadr, author of Heart Matters, a normal heart in an average sized person will pump 4 to 5 liters of blood per minute. He estimated that the energy required to pump blood at these rates is almost 5 watts of power per hour. Because of its greater size, it may be possible for the average horse heart to produce 65 watts of power per hour. How does it affect humans to be in the presence of this amplified electrical heart energy?

HeartMath Institute Engineers performed a study about how human heart rates affect each other. By connecting two people to heart and brain monitors they examined energetic interactions between them. An important factor in the interactions was the people’s heart rhythms or “Heart Rate Variability patterns,” which look like wave forms. When they held hands, one persons heart beat could be measured in the others brain waves. In some cases when one of the people is in a loving or appreciative state their heart rhythms become what they call coherent and the two people’s heart rhythms became “entrained”. If the HeartMath® study works human to human, it may also work horse to human. Do our hearts become entrained with theirs when we are in the presence of a horse? At rest the horse’s heart rate is 26 – 50 beats per minute. This is much slower than a human’s heart rate of 70 – 75 beats per minute. Since a horse’s heart beats so much slower, can we lower our heart rate simply by standing in their presence?  An occurrence that many people experience after they spend time with horses is they feel calmer. Is the end result for them a lower heart rate or a more coherent heart rhythm? Horses know instinctively how to stay in the optimal healthy heart rate zone and may be able to help us to do the same. When they aren’t being interfered with, horses are rarely stressed. They instinctively conserve energy for when they need it to engage in life saving activities - like running from predators. They don’t fabricate events to agonize over.                                                     

The Navajo felt that horses had the stars in their eyes, and that they connected us to the universe. This may have been what Einstein envisioned. When he formulated his famous equation E=mc2, he imagined the ability to travel on a beam of light.  In her book, The Hidden Power of the Heart, Sara Paddison mentions the next step for human kind is to become comfortable with E=mc2 as an equation that can also prove energy moves matter. If “E” is congruent heart energy and “m” (MASS) includes mental and emotional frequencies, then “THOUGHT MATTERS”. Energy would then have the ability to balance and change “mass”. She further notes that with practice we can see how focused heart energy and heart intelligence can balance external situations. This theory has been demonstrated in a study by Dr. Masaru Emoto. He found that when water is shown the word “love” it takes on a completely different molecular structure than water infused with “hate” or “anger”. I’ve experienced the same power of intention with my horses. I can move them from 15 feet away by focusing my heart energy similar to the way a martial artist moves “chi” or life force. The horses move depending on the emotion and strength of energy I send them. If I send a “moving away” energy or mental picture they move away. When I picture in my mind the horse walking toward me with a feeling of inviting gratitude they usually do. The point is that what we think about changes the world around us. The horses allow us to see the effects of what is working in an otherwise “invisible” realm. Understanding the effects of intentional thought can empower us to create what we want, instead of what we don’t want. Through listening to our hearts and focusing our intentions, we can find balance moment to moment, as the horses demonstrate. They don’t get attached to what doesn’t matter.  

Horses are very sensitive to the slightest change in their surroundings. They do not see like humans do. With eyes on the sides of their heads they have, for the most part, monocular vision. They rely very little on detailed sight to let them know what is happening around them. They will act on environmental changes that cannot be seen or felt by humans. Their bodies detect the location of a fly and wiggle the corresponding area of their hide to remove it. They sense a storm coming long before it arrives by detecting changes in the barometric pressure or sense a predator long before we can see or hear one. They teach us about living in our whole body instead of exclusively in our heads.

We may have forgotten how to access our innate sensory awareness because for centuries it has not been necessary to depend on our senses to survive. The first step in awakening our long buried awareness is to open the heart. An open heart allows us the courage to be vulnerable and innocent. It helps us reconnect to the child like wonder we have forgotten. Horses offer us an opportunity to remember our inner natures and reconnect to the life giving embrace of Mother Earth.  So if you want to slow down, open your heart, honor incongruent or buried emotions, and recognize your inner gifts, I would suggest putting yourself in the presence of a most magnificent spiritual teacher and healer – a horse.

“The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen nor even touched, but just felt in the heart.”        Helen Keller

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Daily Times Call Article - Publish Date: 7/18/2005

The doctor is equine
As therapists, horses speak volumes without a word

By Pam Mellskog

The Daily Times-Call
 

LONGMONT — Humans have long esteemed horses for their strength in pulling plows, wagons and sleds.
But Bonnie Treece keeps a four-member herd on her west Longmont property because she believes they can also pull deeply hidden emotions from the human heart.
She said her novel business, Horse’s Way Equestrian Arts, provides this contact through workshops and private sessions that begin with the client walking into the herd and letting one of the horses step forward to be a guide.

Both Treece and her clients, nearly all of them women ages 14 to 60, struggled to explain exactly why a horse helps them gain insight, direction and well-being more quickly than talk therapy alone.
But Longmont massage therapist/aroma therapist Danielle Furman, 34, said she has some ideas
 

Bonnie Treece, owner of Horse’s Way Equestrian Arts, offers to dance with one of the four horses she keeps at her west Longmont property on Friday. Treece holds workshops and private sessions in which clients — nearly all of them women ages 14 to 60 — connect with the animals, which she believes can pull deeply hidden emotions from the human heart. “The horse becomes like a mirror, a biofeedback mechanism,” client Rachel Saunders said. Times-Call/Rebecca M. Stumpf

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“When you’re around animals that large, you have a tendency to be more still,” she said. “I also really admire and wish to emulate the balance of strength and gentleness that is the horse’s way.”
With that starting point, clients can meditate silently by the horse or talk with Treece, an approved instructor of the Epona Approach Equine Experiential Learning Program in Tucson, Ariz., and certified practitioner of Healing Arts, Light Dancer Institute in Boulder.
Treece, 47, said some people feel most comfortable connecting with horses and their inner self while brushing or stroking the animal. Others prefer sitting on the horse or riding it as they talk over various concerns with Treece.
All the while, Treece teaches that the horse is sensitive and picks up on the client’s emotions.
“The horse becomes like a mirror, a biofeedback mechanism,” said Denver decorative artist and Horse’s Way client Rachel Saunders, 36.
She initially became interested in this therapy after reading “The Tao of Equus” by Linda Kohanov, Treece’s Epona Approach instructor.
Saunders called the horse’s influence on sessions subtle but effective. For instance, she said if she tries to mask her agitation, the horse senses it and moves away. If she begins authentically expressing herself, the horse moves a little closer.
“It sounds very mystical, and it is, I guess,” Saunders said.
But not all clients pick up on that quality of the interaction or what the horse might be communicating. That’s when Treece attempts to interpret.
“I’ll say, ‘I’m picking this up. Does this fit for you?’” she said. “Horses pick up on the frequency of fear or other emotions. I believe that. I have no proof. But I’ve learned to get logic out of the way.”
Treece said the results speak for the validity of this alternative healing approach, which aims to connect the brain to the heart. Her clients, she noted, start operating out of a more authentic heartfelt place.
Part of that success stems from the nonjudgmental presence of the horse during the therapy and the specialty area of each horse, Treece said.
She explained that one horse tends to draw out people struggling with boundary issues. Another can loosen up someone battling performance anxiety. The third horse comforts victims of sexual abuse, and the fourth helps people who have shut down find their voice.
Treece offers private 90-minute to two-hour sessions and a yearlong study program.
Explaining what happens in Horse’s Way sessions may be challenging. But Treece can boil Horse’s Way down to a sentence.
“Horses show us how to be here now,” she said.
Pam Mellskog can be reached at 303-684-5224, or by e-mail at
pmellskog@times-call.com

 

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Chief Left Hand
Equestrian experts of the 18th Century, The Arapahoe in Boulder Valley
By: Bonnie Treece 

The Arapahoe Indians arrived on the Central Plains from the Red River country of the Minnesota around 1790. The route they followed was along the South Platte to the mouth of the St. Vrain (through present day Longmont, Colorado) where they crossed the river into Boulder Valley .They went west toward present day Lyons then south to the mouth of Boulder Canyon where they set up a winter camp. At that time immense herds of buffalo estimated at 30 million head were sustained by a thick grass about 2 inches high that required little moisture. It was possible to ride all day and not cover a herd from end to end. Several of the original trails can be followed to this day through the Laramie Mountains. 

Horses gave the Arapahoe the freedom to follow the buffalo vast distances across the open prairie. Ponies were originally acquired from the Spanish in trade for sugar, tobacco, firearms, and possibly liquor. 

Some sources say the Arapahoe tribes first acquired Ponies from the Shoshones by raiding one of their camps around 1750. Another account of the process explains that the first horses were exchanged through peaceful contact between tribes so that there could be a training period for those not familiar with the animals. Over a time span of possibly 10 years the tribes began raiding.  The horses played an ever more important role in their survival as the buffalo diminished.  During this time most warriors owned ten or more horses and some of them had herds numbering several hundred head.   

The Comanche’s, Shoshones and Arapahoe traded Spanish horses between their tribes at Horse Creek, north of the present day Cheyenne, Wyoming.       

The Indian pony had a large head, strong features, weighed about 700 pounds, and stood about 14 hands. It came in a range of solid and mixed colors, the most familiar being the pinto. The finest of the Pintos were used for ceremonial purposes only and were rarely taken into battle.  Many of their ponies were kept in a pasture tended by the young men or sometimes women during the day and hobbled near the tipis at night. The best war ponies were staked outside the door of the owners tipi at all times between sunset and sunrise in case a quick get away was needed. Some horses were tied to the wrist of the owner at night with a rawhide rope to prevent theft. An artist by the name of Miller was impressed by their horses which “partook somewhat of the Arabian breed” No geldings were present except those brought by the Whites, thus preserving the spirit and endurance of stallions. War Ponies were expertly handled by their painted warrior owners.

A warriors reputation was built on his fearlessness in counting coups (touching enemy warriors), and his ability to steal ponies. The symbol of a squared horse shoe shape painted on the horse and on the warrior indicated how many horse raids he had participated in. A tribe’s wealth was based on how many ponies it had.

By the 1840's the Central Plains was being invaded by white immigrants, armies, and exploration parties. They all poured across the Southern Arapahoe and Cheyenne lands leaving a wake of destruction of buffalo carcasses, trampled grass, and virgin timber was killed and burned. In 1843 - 1000 people came, in 1845 - 3000 people came and in 1849 and 1850 40,000 people came through what is now Boulder County and Weld County Colorado.  In 1853 a Northern Arapahoe Chief Medicine man was quoted to say “Our horses are dying because we ride them so far to get so little game.”

Around 1858 the tribe was starving but rich in horses and mules. Their agent observed that individuals would often own 100 head. They loved their horses as if they were their children. The only time a horse was given away was in case of absolute starvation, or as a high compliment to a friend to thank them for a favor. Whitfield (their Indian agent) that year reported an estimated 2400 Arapahos had a total of fifteen thousand horses.

When a boy was born in the tribe, he would be given a foal. When the child reached the age of 4 they would put him on his horse. If he fell off, they would put him back on until he learned to bring the animal under his control. By the time he was 5 or 6 he was an expert rider using only a rope bridle that formed a loop in the horse’s mouth where the bit would be, and extended one rein on the right side. There was no restraint on the head or nose. War bridles had two reins. A similar halter tie was used for breaking horses. They typically mounted from the right side, and didn’t start mounting from the left until it was introduced by the White men.  To prevent chafing from riding bareback they would soak in salt water, or ice water to make their skin tougher.

White on lookers were awed by their riding abilities. At a full gallop they would drop to either side of their horse holding on by their heel. They were also riding hanging under the horse’s belly. Boys learned to lean down and pick up small objects from the ground while riding at full speed and how to ride by and lift up a fallen comrade alone or with help of another warrior as a team effort. They could pick up a rope by flipping it into the air with the tip of his bow while moving at full speed. Some could spring to the ground and back again while riding full speed to confuse the enemy’s aim.

Growing up there were always opportunities to test their independence by racing their ponies in a beautiful unspoiled land that must have given them a feeling of freedom and power. In my research so far, I haven’t found any accounts of women being involved in the riding, however there are accounts of the women and young men tending the herds, and following up the rear behind the horses when the tribe was moving to a different location. The women however made all the tack, saddles, ropes, and beaded ornaments. The later bridles were decorated with mirrors and silver dollars.

Chief Left Hand of the Southern Arapahoe used to winter in the Boulder Valley. He was noted for his ability to speak English, but also for his superb horsemanship. Early in 1858 he set out for Nebraska to learn the ways of farming. He took his wife and 2 children. Pulling a wagon was a very big job for the small ponies. Aware of their limitations to spare their strength, his family traveled light. This was significant in a time when the military troops were said to sometimes work the horses until they died in the harness.

An example of Left Hand’s horsemanship was described by military officer Cook as Lefthand  went to kill a buffalo,” According to Cook he handed the  reins to his wife, jumped from the wagon and whistled for his buffalo pony. Holding his shotgun high overhead, he ran toward the herd, man and animal in unison, Left Hand’s feet keeping in time with the motion of the Pony. Coming along one of the herd he leveled the shotgun and fired. The pony veered sideways to keep from being gored and circled at a safe distance while Left Hand reloaded. Once again, sensing his rider’s commands, the pony moved in close enough for Left Hand to fire a second shot which brought the buffalo down.”

When he returned to the Denver area at Christmas time he encountered the white men having a feast. He may have arranged a pony race with the prospectors. The white mans ponies and mules against the Indian ponies and mules. Left Hand is said to have wagered 150 ponies and mules on one race. At the time the horses were worth $50 each.

In many areas of the United States and especially Colorado, Natural Horsemanship is becoming very popular. The history of the Arapahoe equestrians reminds us that “being one with your horse” is not a new idea. 

Bibliography

1. Coel, Margaret, Chief Lefthand, Southern Arapahoe
    University of Oklahoma Press, Norman, First Edition 1981

2. Mails, Thomas E., The Mystic Warriors of the Plains,
    Doubleday, Garden City, N.Y. 1972
    First paperback 1995, Marloe & Company, N.Y., N.Y.

3. Trenholm, Virginia Cole, The Arapahoes, Our People,
    University of Oklahoma Press, Norman, First Edition 1970



Blue Light Special

by Bonnie Treece

7-17-07

 

A friend and graduate student from Horse’s Way called today to share some horrific news. For purposes of this article I’ll call her Jan.

Until recently Jan was volunteering her time on a private property helping a 65 year old woman take care of 15 horses. Some of the horses were getting on in age. The oldest was 29. All but two of the herd lived with the woman all their lives. She considered them “her family”.

Because Jan loved being with horses, she went every day to muck stalls, feed and groom. She never asked for any pay. When she offered to buy one of the horses to provide some relief and money for feed, the woman refused to sell her any of them. For almost two years Jan continued to help. A strong bond with the herd resulted.

Jan went away to a week long horse clinic last month. She was looking forward to trying her newly learned techniques with some members of the herd. After arriving home she called the woman to make arrangements to return and help and was told her assistance was no longer needed. What Jan heard next from the woman’s mouth was beyond her wildest imagination.

In Jan’s absence five horses were blindfolded one by one, led into an enormous pit, and euthanized, while the other 10 horses in the herd stood near by.  (most of them siblings or sons or daughters) The woman went on to describe what she called the “Blue Light Special”: “If you have a vet come out you might as well take care of as much business as possible with one vet call fee.”
Jan contacted a close friend of hers who was looking for alternative homes for the horses after recognizing that the woman might not be able to care for all of them in the future. He was very disappointed the woman never contacted him. Several neighbors had offered to provide temporary or permanent homes. When he called the authorities he was told that it is not illegal to kill your horses, only to beat them.
 

So it is illegal to beat them but you can kill them?


According to Jan the horses were in fine condition and leading good quality lives with exception of the 29 year-old, Hal, who only recently quit eating because his teeth were worn. The ages of the other four horses were, 25, 24, 23 and 21.

The woman closed their phone conversation by saying, “I gave them a good life, and a good death. It was a farm decision.”

The vet was originally called to check on Dancer - a pregnant mare who in the end was not carrying a foal. Dancer evidently wanted no part of bringing another horse to the woman to live a “good life”.

Jan later shared with me the following vision she received when contacting the horses energetically:

“They told me that they saw heaven as they were led to the grave, and that their angels were with them all the time.  As each one passed out of body, the soul waited for the others and they ascended as a group to pass through the portal where all the other horses are who have gone before.  In addition, they explained that there is a continuum, like a cord that remains attached to the other members of the herd still here.” 

When I shared this story with Linda Kohanov she commented:
“I can see now why euthanasia is illegal for humans. Some people would do this to aging family members with the same dispassion they are now allowed to do this to horses. I hope that, as we all spread the practice of empathy and authenticity and sentience to horses through our work with programs like Epona, the laws regarding what people are "legally" allowed to do to horses will change!”

At Horse’s Way we do not practice dwelling on the negativity that permeates our fragile planet and its precious inhabitants. My Heart goes out to Jan and the horses - Hal, Haze, Tusquetti, Society, and Dolly. I hold the surviving friends, sons and daughters with deep compassion for what they endured.

Sharing this is intended to provide an awareness of the sensitivity and capability of emotion our equine partners embody.  When we become aware of these incidents it inspires us to make changes. Personally this story motivates me to design a national network and training program to place horses who still have so much to offer into the Equine Facilitated therapeutic arena. The idea to do so has been in the back of my mind for some time now. If anyone else is interested, or knows of someone who is already doing it, please contact me.

With Gratitude,

Bonnie Treece
batreece@horsesway.com

970-931-2278

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Alice in Solar Land

(You don’t need to be a rocket scientist to venture off the grid)

By: Bonnie Treece

 

 

As I sit at the kitchen table and look out the window I can see a meadow next to the Dolores River from where red rock canyon walls ascend to the sky for 800 feet. A clear blue water creek meanders from a side canyon and through the meadow before it empties into the river. The wildlife is plentiful and the climate is moderate yet provides 4 seasons. As I drink in the ancestral energies of the ancient tribes that once lived here my heart sings to the memory of the drums that spoke their rhythms. This may sound like some kind of Wonderland but it is real, and my name is not Alice.

 

I recently moved to Gateway, in Southwest Colorado. It has a population of around 200. I felt the new location would satisfy my craving to be closer to nature and delve into a relationship with my first love – interspecies communication. This location also provides a magical place for my clients to attend Equine Learning Retreats and Workshops. There are no power or gas lines that reach this property, only a phone line runs down the adjacent highway. Thankfully I am able to have a private land line because there is no cell reception here. Moving from a place where all utilities are provided, to live off the grid, would prove to be a challenge. I kept telling myself, at the worst; living here would be similar to a long, up-scale camping trip. And I’ve always loved camping. 

 

I investigated Federal Funding for the purchase of solar equipment and was gravely disappointed. It turns out one of their programs will only reimburse you for equipment if you already live on the grid and can sell the power you don’t use to the local energy companies. I was amazed at the new solar technology however. Back in the early 80’s one panel was 8 feet long and 4 feet wide. In comparison to what is on the market now they would have been the equivalent of Dick Tracy wearing a television on his wrist instead of a small watch sized monitor. The new panels mount neatly on metal poles with an easy way to adjust the angle for different seasons. My dad has been living off the grid 20 miles from here for over 6 years. With his knowledge of solar systems, and help from a professional installer, he designed the one here. It consists of 8 panels, 6 batteries, an inverter, charge controller, and a back up generator.

 

For those of you who don’t know how solar works it is pretty simple. The panels pick up the sun and send it to an inverter. The inverter converts the power from DC to AC. AC is the language that all of our appliances, light bulbs, computers, and televisions understand. When the panels bring in more power than you are using they send the over flow to batteries that store it to be utilized when the sun isn’t shining. If you use more power than you accumulate a backup generator can provide power until the batteries are recharged.

 

 The expense of new construction was cost prohibitive on my budget partly due to the rising fuel prices and the timing of the project. We started one month after hurricane Katrina hit. Concrete and building materials of any kind were scarce. So I bought a nice used double wide mobile home and moved it 350 miles over the Continental Divide. It proved to be very affordable housing even with the moving costs. The house on wheels came to its final resting place in the meadow next to the river.

 

To prepare for living on limited electric power I purchased an “Energy Star” rated washer and refrigerator in addition to a propane stove and dryer. I decided against a propane refrigerator because they have a hot pilot light. Here in the high desert temperatures are on the warm side most of the year. We converted the existing furnace and hot water heater to propane.

 

Nine months after beginning the project I moved into the canyon with my 4 horses and my big brown lab. (I call her Big Brown, but her name is Sienna). I was anxious to move away from the noise and pollution. What I longed for was to live where the sky is blue and the air is clean and quiet. We weren’t sure if the solar system would power my life style so the next six months revealed a steady learning curve. Energy conservation on both a physical and symbolic level was the lesson.

 

Slowly I became familiar with the language of Solar Power. Watts, volts, amps, MPPT (Maximum Power Point Target), Sleeping, Snoozing and Sweeping. I am not describing getting enough rest or cleaning off the porch. These are all words that appear on the digital screen of the charge controller for the solar system to tell me what it is doing. It has a life of its own and immediately became an important part of mine.

 

I found myself constantly questioning if I would have “enough energy” and realized it was a metaphor for what I was going through in the rest of my life. Being an “A” type personality and keeping up the pace that goes with it has taken its toll on me. This remote location affords me some much deserved quiet and rest. Relying on my own power station challenges the old ways of constant motion at high speeds. I have to slow down a lot and plan my day depending on the sun. Marathon house cleaning sessions with the vacuum are no longer possible if the sun isn’t shining. Washing six loads of laundry consecutively, or surfing the internet for hours on end are not part of the new operating system. After a stretch of three cloudy days in a row I run the back up generator for several hours to charge the batteries. It requires a nurturing balanced diet of fuel, oil, and fuel extender. 

 

When winter approached I installed a small wood stove for back up heat. It soon became my main heating source. The fan in the existing furnace burned up all the available watts in no time. Even with the wood stove I still couldn’t keep the house warm. Finally I stuffed a pillow into the vent opening of the swamp cooler so the warm air wouldn’t escape through the roof.  Symbolically I was blowing hot air and giving my energy to something that drained me. (Sounds like a romantic relationship gone wrong to me). I had grown accustomed to a nice decorative fire occasionally, but heating the whole house is another animal all together. I need a lot of wood to feed the fire. The stove requires frequent meals of pine, elm and cottonwood along with a patient, consistent chef to prepare them.  

 

I get out of bed in the morning and pile on hats and coats to make the coffee, providing I have enough power left from the day before. The auto drip coffee pot is quite an energy hog. Some mornings I brush snow off the solar panels and start the generator before coffee can be made. If I am too lazy to start the generator, as a backup I can always make camp coffee on the propane stove. By now you are starting to understand that living off the grid is all about having a backup.

 

I’ve been here for eight months now and I’m getting the hang of it on a physical level. On a symbolic level relying on energy from the sun has me pondering some interesting questions like:

Where is my energy going?

Am I utilizing the energy I have in an efficient way?

Will I have enough energy to complete that long to-do list?

How long do I need to rest before I get recharged?

If people come visit for a few days will my solar system and I be exhausted when they leave?

How do I manage my available energy?

 

Living off the grid encouraged me to explore the back roads of the speedy lifestyle that wore me out. I reflected on driving myself at record breaking speeds. Going and doing constantly was all I knew how to do. I drained my internal batteries to a dangerously low level. Now that the list of completed tasks relies on the sun shining, I find I am more in sync with my “internal power system”. I am more cognizant of how much energy I have to spend (sweeping) and rest when I am tired (snoozing). I store my energy for later by not wasting it worrying about things I cannot change (charging my batteries).

 

I would have never imagined that living on Solar Power could become a guide for such positive life changes, but on the other hand, I’m not surprised. Living with Nature is a powerful teacher. We all rely on the sun to survive. The experience has inspired me to explore my “Inner Sun” and how I utilize my energy in life. You don’t have to be a rocket scientist to live on sun power but you may find yourself slowing down the rocket to smell the roses. 

 

 

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10-21-07

Recipe for a Rainbow

A blessed day in the Canyon

By Bonnie Treece

 

 

 

 

 

This morning I woke to the first snow in the Canyon for this year. Small tiny flecks floated toward the canyon floor through leaves of green and yellow and everything in-between. Orange, Rust and Olive too. . . . On top of the Canyon rim is a dusting of powdered sugar. Fog lingers up there as the sun peeks through from the East.

 

I stepped out to feed the herd and they came thundering in from the lower field. Dancer was in the lead, then Lady, then Mariah. Hap took up the rear. They were bucking rearing and frolicking, as if they were saying “Look Mom! It snowed!”

 

Toward the West the powdered sugar crept further down the Canyon wall decorating the sage and cedar trees that seem to grow right out of the rocks.

The river is olive green changing to clear turquoise.

It is casting an emerald light on the golden grass.

 

The ravens that visit most every morning are not here today. Only a chilly wind out of the North that occasionally drops an umbrella of bright golden leaves. They fall to the ground and gently rest on the red dirt.

 

Add in the blue sky peeking through the fog and you have a complete rainbow of color for the eyes to feast on.

 

Some flowers are still blooming.  

Magical doesn’t describe this special place.

Ethereal is closer.

 

As the sun peeks out more, the sparkling snowflakes are picked up by the wind and blown off the rim’s edge into the river like millions of tiny diamonds.

 

By days end the snow is a memory.  Where the river bends at the North East end of the Canyon a big Mother cottonwood is wearing pure yellow. It blends to chartreuse and then deep green. Her leaves shine against the rusty red canyon wall.  

 

It is 4:20 and the sun has already set on the house, but a line of sunlight still lingers by the Mother tree. The shadow of the days end creeps up the Canyon wall seemingly faster than it should. The river begins to reflect amber and indigo and olive.  

 

The herd grazes on grass making happy horse sounds. It has been a blessed day in the Canyon. She is grateful to be witnessed in her glorious beauty.

 

 

 

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